17 Agu 2012

Curcol gajelas


I wasn't good enough? Well, I know I'm not perfect, but at the end of the day.. who is? -__-

Ikut campur? Gue tau lu sahabatnya, but this is none of your bussiness dude. so, kenapa elu pada tiba-tiba ngejudge? Marah-marah gajelas pula padahal sumpah demi apapun ga ada yg ngomongin lu juga plis.
All this time I always praise y'all in front of my friends and adore y'all like a psycho, but all you do now is put me down? Heck.

You said this my fault, huh?-,- Gue cuma ngepost curhatan dari orang yang dulu kalian anggep sahabat. Apa salah kalo dia ngungkapin perasaannya lewat tulisan? Gak kan? Walaupun gue juga gatau yang dibilang dia bener atau ngga. Tapikan gue cuma nyaranin kalian buat baikan lagi-_- Ga mihak cuy. Lo aja yg nanggepin dengan ngomong kasar. Kalian juga yg besar besarin masalahnya, troublemaker.

Dan tiba tiba lo bilang.. "temuin gue di lapangan kalo lo ngerasa ga ada masalah blablabla" berhubung gue pgn masalah cepet selesai ya gue dateng. Tapi gue punya firasat lo gabakal sendirian jadi gue ngajak temen. Eh bener, lo bawa 3 temen lo which they're all older than me and then you guys started talking nosense. All y'all do that day just bullying me. 4 cowo vs 1 cewe. Craziest. Sampe banting hp gue. Hell yeaah. (tp gara gara ini gue dibeliin samsung sih wkwk)

And remember when...? You said I'm a bitch? Gosh, please use your damnbrain before you say something hurtful to someone else.. You don't fucking know me at all. Just because the way I walk is strange doesn't mean I'm not virgin anymore, you dumbshit. Get your facts straight!! Seriously.. It may look like I don't care, keep calm, and I'm ok but actually I'm not. Word are more painful than you think, heartless cunt.


Gimanasih ya rasanya di bully kayak gitu sama 4 kakak kelas cowo di depan mata lo sendiri? Scared? I'M TERRIFIED! Dan lo juga gabisa ngebela diri soalnya menurut lo itu percuma karena lo tau mereka ga peduli opini lo yang ada malah bakal makin panjang masalah nantinya, mereka cuma pengen bikin lo ngerasa worthless, depressed, embarassed, hurt. Which I did. I do feel worthless, depressed, embarassed, hurt. Kejadian itu bener bener ngebekas banget. Even I put a fake smile on and pretend like it never happenned di depan mereka :)

Benci sih udah pasti ya.. tapi gue bener bener berusaha buat ga peduli. Karena semakin gue peduli, semakin numpuk dendam juga. 


Revenge? Nah, I'm too lazy. I'm gonna sitting here and let karma fucked you up

Aul .